Ouh la la!!!!

Wowwwww!!!!!

This was absolutely mind blowing!!! I was really lucky this week lol...Guess what happened? I was home on Monday 10.05.10 and was really busy braiding my small sis's hair...Really tiring particularly since she's got long hair.When I went to check my mob just in case someone contacted me which is not usually the case, I saw 5 Missed calls..Hmm who could be calling me so many times on a Monday morning...Nikhil of course!

He asked me where I was, as if he ddnt know and said he's already reached Rose-Belle.Here I was, all in a mess and with a kid to take to school, et monsieur in fini vini li...cool na??? I rushed in the bathroom and don't tell you, I took 15 min to take a quick one when I usually take 45min...Pfft..then I went to leave my sis at school and came rushing back home only to see that Mr had already reached..lol...We did it both ways...still hurts..don't know why....Well, it was quite cool to start the week like that...lol :D

Then, today I was still washing the house at noon (hadn't finished yet), when he called asking who was at home...told him nobody..he asked me to keep my mob near me koz he gonna call me again...I said what the hell was happening??He then called again and the next thing he told me was to open the door as he had already reached...can you believe it? I didnt even know he was coming..said he wanted to give me a surprise...lol...great the surprise, sauf que moi je nettoyais la maison et j'etais pas belle a voir dans l'etat que j'etais...pffft...but he loves me the way I am...:p

Had a really great week...Started with him and ended with him...Wow..that's too good...If on;y everyday and every week could be like that..I'd be just so happy... :D

Until next time dad unlocks the phone for me to use the net...

Cheers!

Ah la la, la vie au travail!!!!

Dear all,

Well, I haven't got anything to do...Have already done handing over and am sitting here with nothing to do....Enfin, what can we talk about today? Ah yes, let me tell you about my bad experiences here at my current work and some behaviours I did not like at all here.

Hmm, first of all, there was a gurl...she was quite cool but blood sucking. She was never satisfied. Well, I understand her, her work was getting affected by our wrong input, but just as she's got KPIs, so do we and we have a target to achieve. now to achieve this target, we would do all sorts of things that affected her work. She would frequently report us to the MNG. And we finally stopped doing so, atleast in Safmarine koz I know FPE still proceeds the same for ML and I don't understand how he does not get caught.

Secondly, there was also a report, in which we had to fill in details of bank transfers we received. There are some clients who used to send us transfer details but they never deducted the bank charges they ddnt pay. I never took that into consideration and just passed the full amount because DSO would update every Thursdays and i couldnt wait same to credit our account to apply it. Well, she had a problem with that as well. She is never satisfied I tell you!!! Even if it is passed well and all details are correct, she is sure to make huge noise about that!

Pffft....elle me tappe sur les nerfs!!!


Now, let me tell you about the second part...there's a guy here with whom am quite friendly. I actually considered him as my best friend! He's ok but I don't talk to him now. Wanna know why? Well, because he's so short-minded!!!I knew that but mais pas a ce point. He's new to facebook so I added him as friend. He accepted but then, he removed me again. Know why? He says that if people from work see that am friend with him, they'll start blabbing. What does this have to do with that...i don't know.And on the top, am friends with every colleagues here at work and am sure that sooner or later, he will be too!!!

But I did not know he could stoop so low. Well, that's his problem...But don't count on me to add him again and even if he does send me a friend request, that's damn sure am gonna reject it. Oh well, and ya, something else, i already removed him from my contact list in MSN!!!

Enfin, ils sont ce qu'ils sont et ils ne changeront jamais. J'en ai rien a foutre d'eux!!! Tant que mes vrais amis et collegues sont la, je m'en moque completement!!!

Waka Waka - Shakira

You're a good soldier
Choosing your battles
Pick yourself up
And dust yourself off
And back in the saddle

You're on the frontline
Everyone's watching
You know it's serious
We're getting closer
This isnt over

The pressure is on
You feel it
But you've got it all
Believe it

When you fall get up
Oh oh...
And if you fall get up
Oh oh...

Tsamina mina
Zangalewa
Cuz this is Africa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa

This is our motto
Your time to shine
Dont wait in line
Y vamos por Todo

People are raising
Their Expectations
Go on and feed them
This is your moment
No hesitations

Today's your day
I feel it
You paved the way
Believe it

If you get down
Get up Oh oh...
When you get down
Get up eh eh...

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa

Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa

Se Quiser - Tania Mara

Se quiser fugir
Pra qualquer lugar que for
Nem precisa me chamar
Tão perto que eu estou

Mas seu medo de perder
Não te deixa me olhar
Esqueça o que passou
Que tudo vai mudar

Agora eu posso ser seu anjo
Seus desejos sei de có
Pro bem e pro mal você me tem
Não vai se sentir só, meu amor

Refrão:
Sempre que quiser um beijo
Eu vou te dar
Sua boca vai ter tanta sede de me tomar
Se quiser
Sempre que quiser ir as estrelas
Me dê a mão, deixa eu te levar

Eu penso te tocar
Te falar coisas comuns
E poder te amar, o amor mais incomum
Não deixa o medo te impedir
De chegar perto de mim
O que aconteceu, ontem
Não vai mais repetir

E desde então estar contigo
Seus desejos sei de cor
Pro bem e pro mal você me tem
Não vai se sentir só, meu amor
Se quiser

Refrão:
Sempre que quiser um beijo
Eu vou te dar
Sua boca vai ter tanta sede de me tomar
Se quiser
Sempre que quiser ir as estrelas
Me dê a mão, deixa eu te levar

Me deixa ser real, e te ajudar a ser feliz
Por que eu sou o seu fogo
Tudo o que você quis
Tudo que você quis

Refrão:
Sempre que quiser um beijo
Eu vou te dar
Sua boca vai ter tanta sede de me tomar
Se quiser
Sempre que quiser ir as estrelas
Me dê a mão, deixa eu te levar (2x)

3 more days to go!!!

3 more days to go!!!

Wow, just 3 more days to go and I'll be free as from next week...No papi, no NJO, No tension, no more customer calls, DSO talk, no achieving target...Oh, am just waiting impatiently to get over with that....If only you knew how difficult this can be, it made my life impossible!!!

I was always being pressurised from every sides, even though it was not my fault nor my work...I was literally and physically dragged in everything...well, well, well, I must say that I never complained but the work load was tough. I could not assume every responsibility.

Ah yes, there's something else...I forgot to mention that I work in the Finance Dept for Safmarine as credit controller (though I must say that I always hated Accounting). But this does not mean that I hated my work...on the contrary, I loved that job...and the one who made me develop an appreciaton for the work I do is Yvan, my best friend. He showed me every trick in the system, how to talk to clients and colleagues.

But I am quite shy by nature so I was quite reluctant to be harsh on customers and colleagues. Nevertheless, since I knew I was quitting, I was so harsh with them that I concluded I should have been like that from the very start itself...It really works...Of course, I should have listened to Yvan, he was the Super User after all.

What else.....I must say that I have made lots of friends here, and am really sad to be leaving them all! I'm really gonna miss them.

This over-excitement is really getting into my head...I forgot the thank you's....first of all, I should thank my cuz, for if it was not for him, I would never have known that I would get to work for Maersk and would not have got this job, thanks to all my colleagues who always encouraged me, always supported me and advised me never to give up...Thanls loads guys, koz if not for you, I would have already broken down.

Well, that's all for now...Vivement Vendredi le 30 Avril 2010!

Cheers!!!

What a day!!!

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you fly
Like you do it
Lïke a woman

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you try
Like you do it
Lïke a woman GO!

You belong to me...
I belong to you...
Fire from my heart..
Burning just for you..
When you're far away
I`m in love with you
Feeling that so high
Walking like do you... (x3)
Walking like do you...

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you fly
Like you do it
Lïke a woman

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you try
Like you do it
Like a woman
Haaaaa.................La la la..............

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you fly
Like you do it
Like a woman

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you try
Like you do it
Like a woman La la la..............

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you fly
Like you do it
Like a woman

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you try
Like you do it
Like a woman

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you fly
Like you do it
Like a woman

Fly like you do it
Like you're high
Like you do it
Like you try
Like you do it
Lïke a woman...


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You just won't and can't guess what happened yesterday.....
Hidden agenda as mum says it so well!!!!Lolz.

I was home yesterday...didn't want to go to work. I delayed in taking the bus and stayed home for 30 minutes more. Mum already started doubting..She told me, u'r always hurrying to go to work early in the morning...What happened today?You not going to work?
I replied saying I want to go late...She looked suspiciously at me and said that na I know you're not going to work...Well, I hurried to go and walked at my ease to the bus stop. Then I remembered Nikhil was supposed to do Port-Louis bus and me I was supposed to get down at Shoprite...I called one of our common friends and he told me Nikhil would depart from Mahebourg at 7:30. And I was on the bus stop at 7hr!!!

I was going to wait for him but I saw my school friend come and we got in the first bus that came. I was supposed to reach Shoprite at 8:45 but ended up there at 8:00!!! God, I had to wait till 8:45 to get a glimpse of Nikhil...He sent me a msg : To kumadir 1 zako sagrin!!! I replied him telling that it's koz my memory card was still with him that's why...

I went to Rose-Hill and did all I had to do. I returned at Shoprite at around 10:30. Called my friend again and he told me that Nikhil departed from Port-Louis at 10:40. I waited for him----Obviously, transport is free for me!!!! Lolz....I bought some "framboises marron" for him. When I got in bus, I gave it to him. But he didn't eat him... :'(

He then sent me a msg asking where I was going...Told him I was returning him home. He then asked me to go to Mahebourg with him and he'll return me my money as well as do things :s I told him that I can come but then his driver would ask why and what I was going to do there and he'd know that we are still together (We give the impression that we are not so as to avoid rumors spreading on us at the bus station!!!) He then asked if its yes or no....He can be very obstinate when he wants it! I replied if I ever refused him...he then told me to get down at the bus station and call him. I knew he was going to get down before the station for the guys at the station not to notice that he still cares for me.

And that's exactly what he did! When I reached the bus station, I got down last. Had to take those "framboises marron". Paid for that!!!Can't keep them lying there! I took it and started my acting in front of the driver. I told him, "You see how rude he is!!I bought this for him with so much love but he kept that lying there!!!He does not care for me." He replied saying that I wasn't giving Nikhil what he needed that's why but he does not sms or talk to you....I replied na, with a very heart broken face...He told me then I guess he's not a real man!!!Is he? I sid I don't know....How am I supposed to know something like that....

Then, he asked me where I was going...How could I tell him I was meeting Niks....told him that I was going to pay a visit to school. He said why...very curious I must say.Told him just wanted to...When I was getting down the bus, I saw Armesh (He's the one who gave Nikhil my num and the one who made us break up right!). I quickly walked away....And went inside a shop to recharge my mob account. When I came out, he was still here. He told me if I was still running after Nikhil after all that happened between us...I told him no. We are no more together...Well, both Niks and I know that's not true but the rest are not supposed to know that!!!

Just then Nikhil called me and gave me instructions to come to some place..Have to say I was really tired of walking...Finally I reached there..It looked something like an abandoned house...I got in there and he told me that it was his gang's "base". And that I was the first girl to come in!!! I was astonished but proud as well...Lolz...Anyways, he started kissing me but I burst up laughing...He asked what happened...Told him what his driver was saying and he burst out laughing as well...We are both good actors fooling everyone na, Niks said. :D

Then, I can't tell you what we did...Its censored!!!And what follows is purely intimate....lol...Don't worry....The one who should know have got hints about that....But we spent a good 2 hours...and for the first time, Nikhil talked at ease with me...Guess that's because he was in his own place...And he sure does talk a lot...

He also told me that my friend Mohinee wanted to make love to him...I told him how he knows that...he said that the day he returned her her mob, she came to meet him and her face clearly showed that she wanted it! I was stunned...he said that's koz I tell her too much about what we both do that's why...huh, it's true I tell Moh everything we do but I didn't expect her to want to have sex with my boyfriend!!!! He told me that if he asks her to do it, she'd gladly do it, but he won't....wanna know why, koz he doesn't want to break my trust.... Hmm, well I dnt know whether to believe him or not but I guess I should...Koz he's not used to lying to me...And well, he sure would not lie dan so baz!!! :D

Cheers!

An advice to gurls!!!

How could I have been such a foolish gurl????

I'm still angry with myself!!!Such a big mistake????But it's damn sure that I'll not commit the same mistake again...loin de loin!!Once beaten, twice shy!!!

Actually, what happened, was that I was going out with a guy by the name of S. It was just casual at first...then we became more intimate. Then one day, very sweetly, he asked me to take a loan for him. He was going to set up business. I refused blankly. But then, the love vanished!!!

He started to blackmail me...He was so annoyed that I refused him that he told me not to cross his way else he'll pour acid on my face...now that's not to tell u that I just love my face! I was so afraid, knowing that he does what he tells...and I could not not cross his way koz we usually bump into each other nearly everyday...and I must admit that I don't look at people when I walk so the question of not avoiding him does not arise.

Finally, I was so stupid that I gave in. I took a loan amounting to Mur 60,000 for him. He made a stupid fake agreement where we both signed tha the'll pay me Rs1800 monthly. But alas, he took the money and flew to India or Canada. I'm still in contact with him so that I can recuperate my money mais peine perdue!!!

Now, my parents have come to know that I have taken such a huge loan...(had told them that I was going to take only Rs25,000 for my education expenses). That stupid bank sent statements at home (even though I asked them not to...sans cesse to save trees!!!). Now dad keeps harassing me, asking me what I did with that money. Knowing his temperament, I cant't tell him what I did, he'll just kill me. As for mum, she's already doubting that something like that happened...but I can't tell her either...she'll say that she did not know I'd be so stupid!!!

And then, dad said that he'll bring me to the police station only because I'm not telling him anything...If I'm not telling them, how will I tell the policemen that??? And then, it's not as if I did a fraud or am not paying the bank...There's no issue in that except for the case that it's personal and do not want to tell anything about that...I agree I was stupid!!!

But then, S said he'll return the whole amount by end of April...If he does it, I'll be very happy. If not, then I've decided to tell my parents the whole truth! It's high time I take some effective action...this thing is going on for nearly one year now and it can't continue like this!!!

Hopefully, I gonna get the guts to tell me parents about it....Sure that I'll cry loads, my parents gonna yell on me, mock me, even won't believe I did such a stupid thing but I can't hide it anymore....If I don't tell them, am gonna crack!!!

So, an advice to all gurls:
If the guy you love asks you to take a loan for him, just tell him to fuck off!!!
He does not deserve a gurl like you!!!
And if ever, he blackmails you, just go lodge a complaint to the police station...atleast you'll get some protection...
But don't ever make the mistake I did....
I'm still regretting it and aint over it yet... :'(



I use to believe in love, but now that I've had my heart broken, I just don't see how I could have believed in it!